Dream Date: 5th April 2011.
It's a day before my birthday and I've got my friend over for a sleepover. I get told that I have to go to my nans funeral at 4 though. Thing is, she died in 2009. So we get told to walk up to the shops and instead we walk to school. I look at the time and it's 3.50. I have to get from one side of town to the other in 10 minutes, I'm going to be late. I tell my friend to go and wait for me at my house and she walks off. I start running up the school drive and my English teacher asks if I want a lift there. I say yes- of course. We go through a gate covered in leaves and her car is in a deep ditch so she can't get it out. So my Tech teacher comes out and says 'Don't worry I'll get it out!' and tries to lift is out of the ditch. Obviously he can't and I start running up the drive, on all fours. Then a landrover speeds up the drive and the door opens, my Tech teacher is driving. He says that he'll drive me to the funeral.
So I get in the car happy that I'll get there almost on time. But he drives the opposite way. He crashes onto the curb and drives over peoples gardens repeatedly and we end up at his house. He says 'Its half 4 now, might as well just walk home.' I scream and shout at him and start looking for things to break. He has ornamental plates and bowls on his mantle piece so I grab all of them and start smashing his house up.
Monday, 25 April 2011
Friday, 22 April 2011
My Little Black Book.
I cry alot. Too much in fact. And most of the time it's about pointless things, or for no reason at all.
I try not to cry, but my throat starts to tighten and hurt, my eyes end up watering anyway. So then I can't keep it in and kaboom! river. People ask Why are you crying? and most of the time I have no reason to give them, no reason whatsoever.
I feel that I'm getting better, but to prove to myself and others I am writing down every time a cry in My Little Black Book. I shall write the date, the time I started crying and the time I stopped, the reason behind it- If any, and my thoughts on it all at the end of the day. I'll be able to tell when I'm not crying as much or when I'm only crying for legitimate reasons.
Buhhh anyway. I'm going to see the new Winnie The Pooh movie tomorrow with my friend so that should be really fun. The day should be really good!
Finished Brisingr today so that's all good.
Annnnddd... It's 23:24 and I'm fairly sleepy, so I'm off to the land of dreams...or nightmares as it is at the moment.
Wish me luck at kicking all the monsters' butts cause I'll need it!
Sweet Dreams! Nanashi~
I try not to cry, but my throat starts to tighten and hurt, my eyes end up watering anyway. So then I can't keep it in and kaboom! river. People ask Why are you crying? and most of the time I have no reason to give them, no reason whatsoever.
I feel that I'm getting better, but to prove to myself and others I am writing down every time a cry in My Little Black Book. I shall write the date, the time I started crying and the time I stopped, the reason behind it- If any, and my thoughts on it all at the end of the day. I'll be able to tell when I'm not crying as much or when I'm only crying for legitimate reasons.
Buhhh anyway. I'm going to see the new Winnie The Pooh movie tomorrow with my friend so that should be really fun. The day should be really good!
Finished Brisingr today so that's all good.
Annnnddd... It's 23:24 and I'm fairly sleepy, so I'm off to the land of dreams...or nightmares as it is at the moment.
Wish me luck at kicking all the monsters' butts cause I'll need it!
Sweet Dreams! Nanashi~
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Wow. Havent posted in agesssssss...
...BOOM!
I apologize. I really do. To be honest I couldn't be bothered to write a post until now...even this one isn't going to be too long. Had many many dreams over the past weeks, Amnesia dreams, TESIV:Oblivion dreams, dreams where my cat fights another cat with an ipod, dreams where I insist on becoming stronger so I can defeat a Touhou character, dreams where I wake up crying and dreams that make no sense what-so-ever. I might end up posting them up here but I don't know for sure.
Got 6 days (including the weekend) left of Easter then were back at school. Joy of joys. The holiday has been fun so far, had my birthday. I am now 15...I feel so old. Spent the rest with my boyfriend really. Played some Minecraft and watched Dopefish play Amnesia- he makes it funny even though it scares the living shite out me.
I'm going to meet my friend in town tomorrow, then she's coming back to mine for a sleepover, so that should be a laugh. On Saturday I'm off to see the new Winne The Pooh movie with another friend of mine, so that's also really good. Got stuff to look forward to over the last 6 days.
I'm reading Brisingr at the moment and in the past 2 days alone I have read just under 230 pages. That's not including what I shall read tonight.
Right, 00:23am and I'm off tho read fuck loads of words.
SweetDreams-Nanashi~
I apologize. I really do. To be honest I couldn't be bothered to write a post until now...even this one isn't going to be too long. Had many many dreams over the past weeks, Amnesia dreams, TESIV:Oblivion dreams, dreams where my cat fights another cat with an ipod, dreams where I insist on becoming stronger so I can defeat a Touhou character, dreams where I wake up crying and dreams that make no sense what-so-ever. I might end up posting them up here but I don't know for sure.
Got 6 days (including the weekend) left of Easter then were back at school. Joy of joys. The holiday has been fun so far, had my birthday. I am now 15...I feel so old. Spent the rest with my boyfriend really. Played some Minecraft and watched Dopefish play Amnesia- he makes it funny even though it scares the living shite out me.
I'm going to meet my friend in town tomorrow, then she's coming back to mine for a sleepover, so that should be a laugh. On Saturday I'm off to see the new Winne The Pooh movie with another friend of mine, so that's also really good. Got stuff to look forward to over the last 6 days.
I'm reading Brisingr at the moment and in the past 2 days alone I have read just under 230 pages. That's not including what I shall read tonight.
Right, 00:23am and I'm off tho read fuck loads of words.
SweetDreams-Nanashi~
Saturday, 2 April 2011
Monkey feet
Fact: I talk in my sleep.
I had a nap at my boyfriends house today I wasn't too sleepy but I was yawning so why not?
I was a monkey. Swinging through the branches and doing what monkeys do. All my friends were monkeys too. My boyfriend, my best friend my best guy friend and so on. My best friend (as a monkey) punches me playfully and swings off, and I go to follow. But I cant move because someone has grabbed my feet. I scream and kick until they let go and carry on after my friend. I catch her up and we play a game of 'It' like we were children. After a while we get tired and hang upside down on some branches. Monkey me is twiddling a small twig between my toes. And me and my friend have a competition on who can twirl the most twigs between our toes.
When I wake my boyfriend tells me that He tryed to wake me up. I opened my eyes and looked at him and told him to look at my hands. He said the he couldn't see my hands (they were under the pillow) and I reply with 'No, my other hands there's a twig in my toes' and apparently I had wrapped a wire around my toes and was twidling with it. I don't remember any of it, aha.
The person grabing my feet? I had gotten my feet caught in the strap of a bag.
He has a 10 minute recording of me sleep talking about me being bald, the fact that if the wizard isent Harry Dresden then he/she's shit. I wouldn't want to get in a fight with Harry Potter or Harry Hill cause Hill would take the piss outta me then put it on TV and Potter ould get his pet Voldemort on me and people that wear hoods are just hiding an ugly face.
And when I wasn't sleeping/dreaming I was playing minecraft and playing Dungeons and Dragons. It was really really fun we spent about 2 hours preparing out characters and another two and a half hours acually playing it. Playing a bit more tomorrow :)
SweetDreams ~Nanashi~
I had a nap at my boyfriends house today I wasn't too sleepy but I was yawning so why not?
I was a monkey. Swinging through the branches and doing what monkeys do. All my friends were monkeys too. My boyfriend, my best friend my best guy friend and so on. My best friend (as a monkey) punches me playfully and swings off, and I go to follow. But I cant move because someone has grabbed my feet. I scream and kick until they let go and carry on after my friend. I catch her up and we play a game of 'It' like we were children. After a while we get tired and hang upside down on some branches. Monkey me is twiddling a small twig between my toes. And me and my friend have a competition on who can twirl the most twigs between our toes.
When I wake my boyfriend tells me that He tryed to wake me up. I opened my eyes and looked at him and told him to look at my hands. He said the he couldn't see my hands (they were under the pillow) and I reply with 'No, my other hands there's a twig in my toes' and apparently I had wrapped a wire around my toes and was twidling with it. I don't remember any of it, aha.
The person grabing my feet? I had gotten my feet caught in the strap of a bag.
He has a 10 minute recording of me sleep talking about me being bald, the fact that if the wizard isent Harry Dresden then he/she's shit. I wouldn't want to get in a fight with Harry Potter or Harry Hill cause Hill would take the piss outta me then put it on TV and Potter ould get his pet Voldemort on me and people that wear hoods are just hiding an ugly face.
And when I wasn't sleeping/dreaming I was playing minecraft and playing Dungeons and Dragons. It was really really fun we spent about 2 hours preparing out characters and another two and a half hours acually playing it. Playing a bit more tomorrow :)
SweetDreams ~Nanashi~
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