What have people done in their sleep?

I've walked out into the garden once and just stood their for half an hour. I've started to make myself dinner, I've hit myself in the face, I've hit others in the face, bruised myself and talked. Many people sleep soundly, the occasional dream but not much else. In that way I can call myself kind of special.
   But others have done things that can put my antics to shame. It's amazing that some people can do things in their sleep that they would never do in their waking hours or end up doing something outrageous and not remember it at all.
   It's amazing how the human mind works without us knowing it.
 I looked up some crazy things that people have done in their sleep on the internet and it surprised me with how people could do these kind of things without realizing.

  A fifteen year old girl from England climbed to the top of 130ft crane in her sleep. She was found at 2am where firefighters asked her parents to wake her so they could get her down safety.

 An Australian woman would sleepwalk out of her house at night and pick up complete strangers and then have sex with them. Her husband found out when he saw used condoms around the house. He followed her out at night and caught her having sex with a man she did not know and found that she was still asleep. The part of her mind that stops her from moving in her dreams wasn't working properly so she would move alot in her sleep.

  Someone in the 1900's got out of bed and walked to his in law's house. When he arrived he strangled his father-in-law into unconsciousness and stabbed his mother-in-law to death afterwards. He was not found guilty because he was asleep and did not remember doing this at all after he woke up.

People have also conducted, driven, swum, emailed, scoffed themselves and jumped out a window in their sleep. About 10% of people actually sleep walk but only a few of them actually do something extremely out of the ordinary in their sleep.
  Hopefully nothing happens to me tonight!

SweetDreams! ~Nanashi

Have you ever thought: 'Fuck this shit'?

I have many times. Call me lazy and what not but sometimes I just don't want to try anymore. I can't deal with this lack of sleep at the moment, I don't want to see this dream anymore. I think I've had enough.
 I can't function properly in school and I'm scared to close my eyes. It just feels so fucking real.
I'm not going to describe the dream by the way as it's quite personal but... I don't like it, don't want to see it, once was enough but 3 times already?
 In the Disney film 'Cinderella' there is a song with the name 'A dream is a wish your heart makes' Fuck that shit also. My heart must be so messed up to wish these sorts of things. 
 Rabbit girls, White halls with fire, death, water darts, amnesia, monkeys, funerals, internal bleeding, blue roses, guro, helicopters, icecream, motorbikes, blinding, piano, suicide and drowning. Wishes? Some maybe but not many.

Sweet Dreams ~Nanashi

Feel Neglected?

I've flown a helicopter into a clothes line, beaten up 3 boys who thought they could steal some ice cream from me, seen things that I would never want to see again, driven motorcycles that are far too small for me, been blinded by bleach, went to a pub to listen to piano, saw someone I don't know jump of a cliff to commit suicide because 'it was safe' and watched cats slip around on some ice and then drown. All since the 23rd of May. At night of course, in my dreams. And I'm sure there are plenty more that I can't remember.

I'm sorry blog. I've been neglecting you.

I've been paintballing, video gaming, sleeping, eating and rain walking in my real life. Not as exciting but I think I prefer it that way. As I've said before my dreams feel very real. I usually wake up in a panic and that lasts for about 30 seconds to a minute and then I realize...'Dream...' And relax a little. I should have gotten used to it by now but they seem so real that it's hard not to panic. Ive been going to bed later and later and getting up earlier and earlier, taking naps during the day. I have school tomorrow...aha should be fun!
  Anyway. Not much else to say really...so I'm off.

Sweet Dreams ~Nanashi

BLOGFISH?!

Yeah yeah, I should be in bed cause I have school...today?
Well I'm not sleepy yet I'm watching an anime called 'Gravitation', drinking DrPepper and feeding my BlogFish.
BLOGFISH?
If you go to the bottom of this page RIGHT NOW there will be a light blue rectangle. Just hover your mouse over it and click.BLOGFISH! So much amusement...

SweetDreams~Nanashi

Guro?

 I'm in my bedroom with my boyfriend and were playing on the Xbox, nothing unusual about anything. He takes me down playfully and holds me on the floor with one hand...he pulls out a knife. He says to me 'Don't worry this wont hurt at all, trust me.' He slides the knife across one of my breasts, cutting it open. I don't feel a thing, no pain. He takes some of my skin in his hand and playfully leaves the room leaving me on the floor.

 So yeah...I wake up and I have blood on my hands. I panic and obviously check my chest area...nothing wrong there. Turns out I had hit myself in the face during the night and gave myself a nose bleed. *facepalm*


SweetDreams ~Nanashi

Do Blues Roses Exist?

I don't think they do in real life but in my dream they did.

     I had gone to school, as normal and where I usually sit at lunch there was a newly planted rose bush.
The bush had the normal red roses on it but it also had blue roses. I picked lots of blue roses and took them home. I then spent ages trying to find a blue rose bush on the internet. I asked my boyfriend to buy me some blue roses if he saw any but we couldn't buy them anywhere. I asked the school where they had bought it from but they refused to tell me so I dug up the rose bush and planted it in my garden. I had lots of dried blue roses around my room. Very pretty. 
 Short dreams are short at the moment, I have 2 or 3 of them a night now. I prefer these short dreams to the longer ones I get more variety, so I'm not watching the same program for 2 hours a night...half an hour will do, thanks.
 
SweetDreams ~Nanashi

Internal Bleeding Kills!!!

 Had two dreams last night. I can't remember most of them to be honest, but I thought...Heck why not write them up anyway?. So here I am...writing them up anyway.

 Dream 1: Pirates of the Caribbean.
   I'm living on this island in a wooden house, all is peaceful there. My Mother, Baby sister and Step-dad come knocking on my door (I don't know them in the dream) and ask for somewhere to sleep. I build them a house and they go live there. I have to mix the baby milk for my little sister as they can't seem to remember how to make it. The next thing I remember I'm under a small boat with my friend and were under the sea. You know, like the scene in The Curse Of The Black Pearl.


Dream 2: Internal Bleeding Kills!!!
   I'm walking home from school, and these people are following me home. They are shouting abuse at me and throwing stones and the sort at me. I call my boyfriend but at first he doesn't  pick up. So I call him again and he says that he can't come out because he is ill. But before I get to his house I have to go back from school. I get there and we have to song a song and dance to it...after I did it it was put on Youtube. I showed my boyfriend and he didn't like it at all. And so I went back to school. The same people were shouting abuse at me again and I got upset. My friend says to me 'Why are you getting so worked up about it, they aren't hurting you. Are they?' I shout back 'Internal bleeding kills!'  and started crying. I also wake up crying. 


 So there you go. Dreams!
   I have school tomorrow and I told myself that I would be in bed by 10pm. Its now 10:42pm and I'm not sleepy at all.
 But on a happy note I got a Monster Book Of Manga from a friend today, it will help me with my drawing so thats good!

SweetDreams ~Nanashi.

Nightmares.

 For people who also have vivid dreams you must know what it's like to have a proper Nightmare. I know, everyone has had a nightmare at least once in their lives but has everyone had a Nightmare where they feel like they can't escape it, or felt like it's not even a Nightmare, but reality?
    Most of the time I can't tell whether I'm in the Land of Dreams or whether I've yet to travel there for the night. Everything is just so vivid, I feel everything I'm supposed to feel in real life, the emotion the movement the pain it all feels so real. I have to admit, it scares me. Sometimes I feel genuinely scared to go to sleep on my own.
   They're just dreams right?


 SweetDreams ~Nanashi.

Funeral.

 Dream Date: 5th April 2011.

 It's a day before my birthday and I've got my friend over for a sleepover. I get told that I have to go to my nans funeral at 4 though. Thing is, she died in 2009. So we get told to walk up to the shops and instead we walk to school. I look at the time and it's 3.50. I have to get from one side of town to the other in 10 minutes, I'm going to be late. I tell my friend to go and wait for me at my house and she walks off. I start running up the school drive and my English teacher asks if I want a lift there. I say yes- of course. We go through a gate covered in leaves and her car is in a deep ditch so she can't get it out. So my Tech teacher comes out and says 'Don't worry I'll get it out!' and tries to lift is out of the ditch. Obviously he can't and I start running up the drive, on all fours. Then a landrover speeds up the drive and the door opens, my Tech teacher is driving. He says that he'll drive me to the funeral. 
   So I get in the car happy that I'll get there almost on time. But he drives the opposite way. He crashes onto the curb and drives over peoples gardens repeatedly and we end up at his house. He says 'Its half 4 now, might as well just walk home.' I scream and shout at him and start looking for things to break. He has ornamental plates and bowls on his mantle piece so I grab all of them and start smashing his house up.

My Little Black Book.

I cry alot. Too much in fact. And most of the time it's about pointless things, or for no reason at all.
 I try not to cry, but my throat starts to tighten and hurt, my eyes end up watering anyway. So then I can't keep it in and kaboom! river. People ask Why are you crying? and most of the time I have no reason to give them, no reason whatsoever.
  I feel that I'm getting better, but to prove to myself and others I am writing down every time a cry in My Little Black Book.  I shall write the date, the time I started crying and the time I stopped, the reason behind it- If any, and my thoughts on it all at the end of the day. I'll be able to tell when I'm not crying as much or when I'm only crying for legitimate reasons.
 Buhhh anyway. I'm going to see the new Winnie The Pooh movie tomorrow with my friend so that should be really fun. The day should be really good!
 Finished Brisingr today so that's all good.
Annnnddd... It's 23:24 and I'm fairly sleepy, so I'm off to the land of dreams...or nightmares as it is at the moment.
Wish me luck at kicking all the monsters' butts cause I'll need it!
Sweet Dreams! Nanashi~